Monday, February 25, 2008

Yoga site...

YogaVideo

What a cool site! Fresh yoga every day! Check out this cool finding of mine-yogatoday.com
I love it!

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Awakening

So I've been thinking a lot about Buddhism lately.
I really want to try to meditate more. I've really been wanting to go slowly the way of enlightenment. I want to silence the chatter in my life. I want to simplify my being-my spirit self.
I'm trying to purify my mind and my body and in doing this, I can purify my spirit. But how?
I can watch less television. Find better things to do with my time.
What is it about television that sucks you in? I get so sucked in by the reality shows. I somehow get a kick out of people making asses out of themselves.
Also, I need to watch my actions with others. It's important for me to control my impulses to just tell strangers that the smell or that they annoy the shit out of me. I should probably control that. I don't know why I just don't have any control at all over my feelings sometimes. I need to just cool it. Control my emotions and feelings towards others.
Also no more gossip. I hate that. And I love it. Ugh.
I'm working on it. I just want to be a good wife, and a good mother. I want to be the mother I wanted to have. I know that my ideal was a perfect one, but I want to at least say that I'm actively striving for it.
That's all. It's hard, but I'm going to do it. I will. Perhaps one day I can share my beliefs with my parents.
Or perhaps not....